Thinking About Leaving

[D/\SH]

i am serious about this too so please dont think that i am bluffing. To tell the truth i pull my weight around here more than any other staff member besides wcked. I post apps, offer support, help people out whether it is sending them a phone to borrow, selling them something for a cheap price, give advice, free one on one help on my own time, etc and people have been taking advantage of that. I am more than a mind i am human and have feelings to. it sucks to feel like you are being used taken advantage of by the people that you consider/ed family and close friends. Don't get me wrong i love the staff and know that the staff will always have my back but come on cant i get a thanks for what i do here? i offer more support on the boards than anyone in history of forums as my post count shows you and only 11,000 thank yous and installs on my apps i post are ridiculous. look at my installs on the guitar hero 3 that i cracked. i got like 8 of them and over 2000 downloads from the attachment alone and that doesnt include the 3589 downloads throguh the link i offered? im sorry and dont want to sound big headed and all but all i would like to have is people that dont use me for my knowledge in this field and thats how i feel i am being treated. i love this site as many know but im not going to stay at a place that im used at. i can back up the above also, when i go and try to have a convo with people that always go back to the mobile game....., i dont want to talk mobile 24/7 like some freak without a life. i love the mobile world but i dont want to live it. i hope all will resepect my decision i make.... i will be back on sunday with an answer since i will be on alittle tonight and none on saturday...... just find it sad that i cant get the common courtesy from people that i feel i deserve for what i help everyone with... i know many will say its the leechers, no its not the leechers it the people using that i have experienced first hand and am fed the **** up with.... so with that said i MAY be leaving on sunday and stepping down. The site will be in good hands with the staff here and that i am sure of. thanks to the staff for all their hard work and you guys will do great if i make my final decsion of leaving.

Thanks

[jr5416]

wow Dash sorry to hear that man and i know you do alot but still dont think you should leave you should seriously take some time off but dont call it quits bro . Ill help you out if i have 2 somehow idk you just let me know Thanks for all your great help ,I still member the first time i posted here you were the first 2 say whats up and you got mad at me at time sorry i was a noob ,still am but im not as noobish now .take it easy

[V I P]

I think that would be a shame Dash. I know that I really appreciate what you do here and I'm pretty sure that most people are. I know that you don't get all of the credit that you deserve but you know that you are a junkie at heart and you would miss all of us too much. You just have to tell yourself that.....yeah people are lazy sometimes but that isn't because they are not actually thankful. I know that the only reason that I try and help out around here is because I see you and others that are always willing to help and I feel that it is part of my obligation as a member of this FREE forum to help out answering people's questions when I can. IDK Dash.......all I know is that it would be a true loss to this community.

[raybond25]

i am serious about this too so please dont think that i am bluffing. To tell the truth i pull my weight around here more than any other staff member besides wcked. I post apps, offer support, help people out whether it is sending them a phone to borrow, selling them something for a cheap price, give advice, free one on one help on my own time, etc and people have been taking advantage of that. I am more than a mind i am human and have feelings to. it sucks to feel like you are being used taken advantage of by the people that you consider/ed family and close friends. Don't get me wrong i love the staff and know that the staff will always have my back but come on cant i get a thanks for what i do here? i offer more support on the boards than anyone in history of forums as my post count shows you and only 11,000 thank yous and installs on my apps i post are ridiculous. look at my installs on the guitar hero 3 that i cracked. i got like 8 of them and over 2000 downloads from the attachment alone and that doesnt include the 3589 downloads throguh the link i offered? im sorry and dont want to sound big headed and all but all i would like to have is people that dont use me for my knowledge in this field and thats how i feel i am being treated. i love this site as many know but im not going to stay at a place that im used at. i can back up the above also, when i go and try to have a convo with people that always go back to the mobile game....., i dont want to talk mobile 24/7 like some freak without a life. i love the mobile world but i dont want to live it. i hope all will resepect my decision i make.... i will be back on sunday with an answer since i will be on alittle tonight and none on saturday...... just find it sad that i cant get the common courtesy from people that i feel i deserve for what i help everyone with... i know many will say its the leechers, no its not the leechers it the people using that i have experienced first hand and am fed the **** up with.... so with that said i MAY be leaving on sunday and stepping down. The site will be in good hands with the staff here and that i am sure of. thanks to the staff for all their hard work and you guys will do great if i make my final decsion of leaving.

Thanks
i see where you're coming from bro

i been a ghost here lately and i feel bad 'bout that bc of all Wckediden has given me, i fully support any decision you make and would like to say that it'll be a sad day in Wckediden's short history if you leave

[littledaisy]

well all i gotta say is that in my short time being here you are the person who has always been there for me no matter what...even when it was that one time that had nothing to do with Wckediden or YOU for that matter..and you were there to help me out and take care of me...and i will always remember that...i really appreciate all you have done for me and everybody else on the site. i really dont know what it is like to be in your position right now so all i can say is that whatever your decision may be..you will always have a friend in me...hope all goes well...

[kaos]

DASH WTF BRO....How about those yankees....lol I feel you bro...Take a break get your head right......Were here...you got the digits...if you wanna talk about T & A call me...lol or even weed...hit me up.....

[CYBER WEESJE]

hi D/\SH and wow bud i can understand this its not not a good feeling to be used like that for your nolage i said it today to you have a lot on your plate you are to good for life you help always in any way you can noob or not a noob pms you get al the apps you have to follow work arround the board support uploading posting and all the rest you have to do and you have a life the forget that i have mad respect for you and what ever decsion you make i will respect that stil said news to here this take a break D/\SH you need it and its your life dont now what else to say dont leav Wckediden :connie_mykilroy:


GRTZ WEESJE
MODERATOR@Wckediden

[TaylorSPJ]

i am serious about this too so please dont think that i am bluffing. To tell the truth i pull my weight around here more than any other staff member besides wcked. I post apps, offer support, help people out whether it is sending them a phone to borrow, selling them something for a cheap price, give advice, free one on one help on my own time, etc and people have been taking advantage of that. I am more than a mind i am human and have feelings to. it sucks to feel like you are being used taken advantage of by the people that you consider/ed family and close friends. Don't get me wrong i love the staff and know that the staff will always have my back but come on cant i get a thanks for what i do here? i offer more support on the boards than anyone in history of forums as my post count shows you and only 11,000 thank yous and installs on my apps i post are ridiculous. look at my installs on the guitar hero 3 that i cracked. i got like 8 of them and over 2000 downloads from the attachment alone and that doesnt include the 3589 downloads throguh the link i offered? im sorry and dont want to sound big headed and all but all i would like to have is people that dont use me for my knowledge in this field and thats how i feel i am being treated. i love this site as many know but im not going to stay at a place that im used at. i can back up the above also, when i go and try to have a convo with people that always go back to the mobile game....., i dont want to talk mobile 24/7 like some freak without a life. i love the mobile world but i dont want to live it. i hope all will resepect my decision i make.... i will be back on sunday with an answer since i will be on alittle tonight and none on saturday...... just find it sad that i cant get the common courtesy from people that i feel i deserve for what i help everyone with... i know many will say its the leechers, no its not the leechers it the people using that i have experienced first hand and am fed the **** up with.... so with that said i MAY be leaving on sunday and stepping down. The site will be in good hands with the staff here and that i am sure of. thanks to the staff for all their hard work and you guys will do great if i make my final decsion of leaving.

Thanks

wow man this is crazy....I totally understand on the issue with the Grab-n-goers and the Leechers....down right ridiculous. I know how many hours you put into the site, perfecting,moding,monitoring, everything you can do it for the better. But more recently there has been many attempts on Admins/Mods wanting to step down. You did not let that happen. I feel this site will not be the same w/ out ya man. I hope you decide to change your mind but again I totally understand how it is to not be appreciated. I counted over 1,000 downloads from my tweaks thread and I only have 13 Installed marked....It is ridiculous that people cant hit the thanks button or install but that is going to happen at every single site. So Have a good weekend man and I hope to see ya Monday.

[MikeyD]

Well brother you have to do what is right for you. This is some shocking news but i can see where YOU are coming from. I see your post count and im like damn i wish i knew half of what you do. You will be sorely missed around here. Maybe you can some time off like a few weeks and see where you stand after that. But you know i will respect any decision that you make.

[Superman369]

Dude....don't make me fly out to Michigan and whoop that ass all up in the snow. I'll do it........direct flight........don't tempt me. Haha. I can get away with it too.......I do know how the law works, or should I say...how to get "around" certain aspects:)

[lrddp]

i am serious about this too so please dont think that i am bluffing. To tell the truth i pull my weight around here more than any other staff member besides wcked. I post apps, offer support, help people out whether it is sending them a phone to borrow, selling them something for a cheap price, give advice, free one on one help on my own time, etc and people have been taking advantage of that. I am more than a mind i am human and have feelings to. it sucks to feel like you are being used taken advantage of by the people that you consider/ed family and close friends. Don't get me wrong i love the staff and know that the staff will always have my back but come on cant i get a thanks for what i do here? i offer more support on the boards than anyone in history of forums as my post count shows you and only 11,000 thank yous and installs on my apps i post are ridiculous. look at my installs on the guitar hero 3 that i cracked. i got like 8 of them and over 2000 downloads from the attachment alone and that doesnt include the 3589 downloads throguh the link i offered? im sorry and dont want to sound big headed and all but all i would like to have is people that dont use me for my knowledge in this field and thats how i feel i am being treated. i love this site as many know but im not going to stay at a place that im used at. i can back up the above also, when i go and try to have a convo with people that always go back to the mobile game....., i dont want to talk mobile 24/7 like some freak without a life. i love the mobile world but i dont want to live it. i hope all will resepect my decision i make.... i will be back on sunday with an answer since i will be on alittle tonight and none on saturday...... just find it sad that i cant get the common courtesy from people that i feel i deserve for what i help everyone with... i know many will say its the leechers, no its not the leechers it the people using that i have experienced first hand and am fed the **** up with.... so with that said i MAY be leaving on sunday and stepping down. The site will be in good hands with the staff here and that i am sure of. thanks to the staff for all their hard work and you guys will do great if i make my final decsion of leaving.

Thanks

i Can Deff Feel You There...I Make Beats And Its The same shit People who clam they friends and fam always try to use you because your there friend....i feel yuh on dat.....YUh should just take a break because yuh need it.....and not leave but take a long brake

[Sh0wNuF]

damn bro...I understand where you are coming from and ultimately it is your decision to make but I don't think you should leave...Wckediden wouldn't be Wckediden without D/\sh, you truly are an icon in the mobile world...I know that there are a lot of people who don't hit the installed and thanks button but I believe we have a good core group of people here who do that and provide support when they can. As great as the rest of the moderators/staff are I don't think that there is anyone out here that knows as much as you on so many different aspects of the mobile world. Just know that Wckediden will always be your home and that we as a community will always be here and be behind whatever decision you make.

[wcked]

i am serious about this too so please dont think that i am bluffing. To tell the truth i pull my weight around here more than any other staff member besides wcked. I post apps, offer support, help people out whether it is sending them a phone to borrow, selling them something for a cheap price, give advice, free one on one help on my own time, etc and people have been taking advantage of that. I am more than a mind i am human and have feelings to. it sucks to feel like you are being used taken advantage of by the people that you consider/ed family and close friends. Don't get me wrong i love the staff and know that the staff will always have my back but come on cant i get a thanks for what i do here? i offer more support on the boards than anyone in history of forums as my post count shows you and only 11,000 thank yous and installs on my apps i post are ridiculous. look at my installs on the guitar hero 3 that i cracked. i got like 8 of them and over 2000 downloads from the attachment alone and that doesnt include the 3589 downloads throguh the link i offered? im sorry and dont want to sound big headed and all but all i would like to have is people that dont use me for my knowledge in this field and thats how i feel i am being treated. i love this site as many know but im not going to stay at a place that im used at. i can back up the above also, when i go and try to have a convo with people that always go back to the mobile game....., i dont want to talk mobile 24/7 like some freak without a life. i love the mobile world but i dont want to live it. i hope all will resepect my decision i make.... i will be back on sunday with an answer since i will be on alittle tonight and none on saturday...... just find it sad that i cant get the common courtesy from people that i feel i deserve for what i help everyone with... i know many will say its the leechers, no its not the leechers it the people using that i have experienced first hand and am fed the **** up with.... so with that said i MAY be leaving on sunday and stepping down. The site will be in good hands with the staff here and that i am sure of. thanks to the staff for all their hard work and you guys will do great if i make my final decsion of leaving.

Thanks




i feel you buddy..the things is i have a mod that will eliminate all that.i don't know if you remember when i had it over at ptech because i was going through those motion too.Let me know I'll close the board down so i can install it.

[MikeyD]

i feel you buddy..the things is i have a mod that will eliminate all that.i don't know if you remember when i had it over at ptech because i was going through those motion too.Let me know I'll close the board down so i can install it.

I say do it wcked this kinda frustrates all staff not just D/\sh, but he puts out most of the releases

[TaylorSPJ]

i feel you buddy..the things is i have a mod that will eliminate all that.i don't know if you remember when i had it over at ptech because i was going through those motion too.Let me know I'll close the board down so i can install it.
Yo wcked is the mod to make the mark as installed automatic when it is downloaded??? or am I way off lol

[wcked]

I say do it wcked this kinda frustrates all staff not just D/\sh, but he puts out most of the releases

well ,when dash gets back we'll take it to staff section to figure out,that mods has alot of selection and i want dash opinion to what it's suitable.Trust me it will eliminate alot of hit and runs that goes on lately

[BiG JeW]

it hurts to have to see dash have to post this or get to a point where he feels this way. i understand totally and you are the heart that keeps this site alive...... no need to leave bro. it wouldnt be the same without you.

[wcked]

Yo wcked is the mod to make the mark as installed automatic when it is downloaded??? or am I way off lol

well it's more like to view the product or attachments you have to either thank the post or reply or you have to get certain post counts to see attachments but I'll let dashy chose which is suitable

[D/\SH]

i Can Deff Feel You There...I Make Beats And Its The same shit People who clam they friends and fam always try to use you because your there friend....i feel yuh on dat.....YUh should just take a break because yuh need it.....and not leave but take a long brake

i feel you buddy..the things is i have a mod that will eliminate all that.i don't know if you remember when i had it over at ptech because i was going through those motion too.Let me know I'll close the board down so i can install it.

well ,when dash gets back we'll take it to staff section to figure out,that mods has alot of selection and i want dash opinion to what it's suitable.Trust me it will eliminate alot of hit and runs that goes on lately

through all of this i see that many took it as me just not feeling i get the credit on the boards with the thank yous but thats the smallest part of it all...... really i am human and i do have feelings. i am good with mobile phones but wehn people you consider friends walk all over you and dont want to talk anything with you but how to fix troubles it gets depressing. friends are supposed to be there for you no matter what and you should be able to talk to friends about anything..... i dont go on palringo anymore for that mere fact. i would just like to have a regular conversation not mobile releated for once with people but that never works out that way. im not a machine and i dont live for ppc's or to serve and help anyome... i am my own man and jsut want the respect and want people who are true friends in my life. we started that way and i have friends in most of the staff here. (newer dont know you since i cant go on palringo anymore) it didnt used to be like this and i dont want to be known as D/\SH anymore because D/\SH isnt respected.... i wish i could change my identity but i cant you know....... its just tough to see something i loved for so long become not fun not becasue of something i did but becasue of others enforcing my joy and making it work for me in the end.... as many have noticed i havent been on nearly as much as i used to for this reason and have been thinking this through for some time now and wanted to make my decision public to everyone since i owe that to the staff especially.... my decision isnt final yet but its weighted at leaving at this point in time...... i love you all here and wcked if you want to try the one with the thanks we can see how that works out and all.... jsut let me know.... thanks for being htere always buddy :>\

D/\SH

[eklipz3]

Even though i've only been @ this site for a short period of time i have to say dash is the man.. theres alot of stuff that he really doesnt need to get involved wit but he still does cuz he is a good dude. He helps the noobs,experts,members,and other staff wit no questions asked. Dash your the man hands down and i think if u need time u need time cuz i feel you on putting your heart into something and gettin shitted on in return!... be koo D/-\sH!

-EkLiPzE

[V I P]

I understand that Dash but I don't think that people do it intentionally. Basically cells phone mods is the context in which we all know each other. I don't know who specifically you are referring to but it's hard to have friendships outside of this context without actually seeing and meeting one another IMO. Not saying that we aren't all friends here or that we aren't a community.....but we all are here because of one common interest. With that said, I think that it would still be possible to have friendships outside of this context but you probably would need to take this up with people individually. For instance if you were on palringo and somebody asked you a question or for help.....tell them right then and there that you are not a live customer service rep and to post there question on the boards. This is the sort of thing that I think you would only have to say once for people to get the idea. Or....in this case, just from you sharing your feelings on this subject should be enough. Anyways Dash...just keep your head up buddy.

[lalomartinez]

D/\SH!! My nigguh!! Homie I know what you mean, you can put your whole hart into something, and at the end of the day someone will look at it and say "eh," F*CK those people, brother as along we have a sense of accomplishment, no one can take that away from you, you will always be your own worst critic, and the best compliment will be the one you give your self.

You're right there are a lot of parasites here that are just on here for what you guys offer, you bring a lot to the table and these nigguz don't even give the Courtesy of a jiggle to the nut sack, you know.

Well homie I'm sure whatever you decide, we will all respect it, we wont like it, but we will respect it, good luck to you my brother, and hopefully Sunday comes you'll still be part of this team, if you should anything my brother, I (along with your peers) are here and also have you back, Dude if you need me to whoop someones ass, let me know!!LoL

[BiG JeW]

through all of this i see that many took it as me just not feeling i get the credit on the boards with the thank yous but thats the smallest part of it all...... really i am human and i do have feelings. i am good with mobile phones but wehn people you consider friends walk all over you and dont want to talk anything with you but how to fix troubles it gets depressing. friends are supposed to be there for you no matter what and you should be able to talk to friends about anything..... i dont go on palringo anymore for that mere fact. i would just like to have a regular conversation not mobile releated for once with people but that never works out that way. im not a machine and i dont live for ppc's or to serve and help anyome... i am my own man and jsut want the respect and want people who are true friends in my life. we started that way and i have friends in most of the staff here. (newer dont know you since i cant go on palringo anymore) it didnt used to be like this and i dont want to be known as D/\SH anymore because D/\SH isnt respected.... i wish i could change my identity but i cant you know....... its just tough to see something i loved for so long become not fun not becasue of something i did but becasue of others enforcing my joy and making it work for me in the end.... as many have noticed i havent been on nearly as much as i used to for this reason and have been thinking this through for some time now and wanted to make my decision public to everyone since i owe that to the staff especially.... my decision isnt final yet but its weighted at leaving at this point in time...... i love you all here and wcked if you want to try the one with the thanks we can see how that works out and all.... jsut let me know.... thanks for being htere always buddy :>\

D/\SH



Bubba, I hear where you are coming from and I know that we kick it on a level more then just ppc's. Just look at how many kills you got on GTA with me... :lol: J/k.... but on the real, I am here for you and I am a true friend. I hope you find it in your heart to stay as I dont think I would log on to Wckediden if my brother from the Wckediden family is no longer with me. We have some great times on Wckediden and talk about many things on a personal level, unfortunately, not everyone is going to recognize your efforts and hard work you do because people will be people. Some are good and some bad, the bad ones are the ones that are ruining it for the ones that do care. So with great respect, please reconsider as I dont know where I would be without my brother from another mother, like NO OTHER!

[D/\SH]

I understand that Dash but I don't think that people do it intentionally. Basically cells phone mods is the context in which we all know each other. I don't know who specifically you are referring to but it's hard to have friendships outside of this context without actually seeing and meeting one another IMO. Not saying that we aren't all friends here or that we aren't a community.....but we all are here because of one common interest. With that said, I think that it would still be possible to have friendships outside of this context but you probably would need to take this up with people individually. For instance if you were on palringo and somebody asked you a question or for help.....tell them right then and there that you are not a live customer service rep and to post there question on the boards. This is the sort of thing that I think you would only have to say once for people to get the idea. Or....in this case, just from you sharing your feelings on this subject should be enough. Anyways Dash...just keep your head up buddy.

every single person in the staff is my FRIEND and FAMILY and i havent met any of them. wcked is like a second father firgure to me since me and my father have a great relationship but we dont share many common interests. i feel you can make friends without troubles through the web. but thats my thoughts on the topic and i have done that through youtube, palringo, aim, pm's, emails, etc...... its pretty damn sad that right when i log on i get mass amounts of messages for support... i cant escape it. like for instance i logged on today and within 20 seconds i had over 30 messages asking for support.... icant keep doing that all the time......... (no they werent old they were new from within those 30 seconds.)

[D/\SH]

D/\SH!! My nigguh!! Homie I know what you mean, you can put your whole hart into something, and at the end of the day someone will look at it and say "eh," F*CK those people, brother as along we have a sense of accomplishment, no one can take that away from you, you will always be your own worst critic, and the best compliment will be the one you give your self.

You're right there are a lot of parasites here that are just on here for what you guys offer, you bring a lot to the table and these nigguz don't even give the Courtesy of a jiggle to the nut sack, you know.

Well homie I'm sure whatever you decide, we will all respect it, we wont like it, but we will respect it, good luck to you my brother, and hopefully Sunday comes you'll still be part of this team, if you should anything my brother, I (along with your peers) are here and also have you back, Dude if you need me to whoop someones ass, let me know!!LoL

thanks bro.... just unsure of everything you know..... its hard when you feel you are being used and than realize finally your not thinking that but you are being used and taken advantage of.

Bubba, I hear where you are coming from and I know that we kick it on a level more then just ppc's. Just look at how many kills you got on GTA with me... :lol: J/k.... but on the real, I am here for you and I am a true friend. I hope you find it in your heart to stay as I dont think I would log on to Wckediden if my brother from the Wckediden family is no longer with me. We have some great times on Wckediden and talk about many things on a personal level, unfortunately, not everyone is going to recognize your efforts and hard work you do because people will be people. Some are good and some bad, the bad ones are the ones that are ruining it for the ones that do care. So with great respect, please reconsider as I dont know where I would be without my brother from another mother, like NO OTHER!

for sure jew i love ya to death and will alwyas be there for you and i know you the same..... you will be one of the first to know along with wcked on my final decision.

[wcked]

thanks bro.... just unsure of everything you know..... its hard when you feel you are being used and than realize finally your not thinking that but you are being used and taken advantage of.

for sure jew i love ya to death and will alwyas be there for you and i know you the same..... you will be one of the first to know along with wcked on my final decision.

hey dashy are you hitting that bottle again hahahaha j/k buddy yea bro I'll set that up in a couple of days or less....I did feel that way at one point running ptech and i was close to shutting it down till dashy came around and gave me hope. but we all have feelins and we all have to respect that..You got my digits hit me up if you need anything.

[Mike20PR]

that is some really sad news man, even though we dont talk much outside the site, i consider you a friend and someone i can trust and you know that since you did me the favor of the extra device (if it bothers you in some way, send me a pm ok buddy? i noticed that you mentioned something similar in the first post) but simce then you know that i wouldnt allow any more favors cus i know how it feels to be taken advantage of and i dont want to be part of the problem.

As for pple seeing you as only PPCs, i totally understand. even though one of the above posts is right (about that being the first obvious thing in common) pple should be able to escape the mobile world and see you as a fun loving guy who is addicted to Jessica Alba and rays sister lol, thats why i always like to joke around with you from time to time, from my sister comments...... all the way to D/\SH in a mullet Lmao, i know its hard to escape the noobs but as you said, you are not a CS Rep so dont stress out man, i hope that the site becomes more member dependant instead of staff dependant so that issue can be resolved.

anyway, even though we dont talk much outside the site, i consider you as a friend and you know that you can count on me for anything bro, dont think that any friendship is a one way street homie. i apprieciate you as a person with a huge heart and it sucks that pple use that to their advantage but know that you have a true friend in me buddy

[PROBEX]

Take ureself a bit of a holiday man... you sound stressed out. I know I get like that after after pouring your life into your projects. Seriously man how often do I go to my personal website SSR... not to often to be real I got tired of it, but I know its there when I'm ready to go back to it. Just needed a break... we all hit that point. Don't stress to much about it things always have a way of working themselves out man. There are always gonna be people that get on your last nerve, just know there are also people that DO HAVE GREAT RESPECT FOR YOU. I'm proud to say I am one of those people. If there is anything I can do for you hit me up, maybe a sexy graphic or something. :o)

[hauntedchild]

Sorry to hear that D/\sh. I wish I could contribute more to the site and all but I am a noob to forums and to smartphones. I spend most of my time just reading and learning on this site. I have learned so much from this site and am thankful to you and everyone who contributes here.

[nadcicle]

Yo D/\sh i know i haven't really made any kind of bond with you or anything, but i honostly feel that your loss will be missed entirely to much around here for you to leave.

If it weren't for you i really don't think I would of had the balls to flash my phone or do anything to it. I find myself to be a rare breed of reading before doing things and all of your knowledge of what it is you do astounds me and i really think it would make things here change immensly without your presence.

I couldn't think of what it would have been like without discovering that video on youtube that started out. " What's going on? It's your boy D/\sh from smart phone junkie.com" From there on I was hooked and watched every informational video you had put out.

Don't let shit get you down man!! Keep yah head up pimpin!!

[D/\SH]

hey dashy are you hitting that bottle again hahahaha j/k buddy yea bro I'll set that up in a couple of days or less....I did feel that way at one point running ptech and i was close to shutting it down till dashy came around and gave me hope. but we all have feelins and we all have to respect that..You got my digits hit me up if you need anything.

hahahaha wcked i loved p-tech and you are the reason im here... i asked you questions and you were blunt and to the point which i loved in an owner and made that my home until we decided to build this puppy up.

that is some really sad news man, even though we dont talk much outside the site, i consider you a friend and someone i can trust and you know that since you did me the favor of the extra device (if it bothers you in some way, send me a pm ok buddy? i noticed that you mentioned something similar in the first post) but simce then you know that i wouldnt allow any more favors cus i know how it feels to be taken advantage of and i dont want to be part of the problem.

As for pple seeing you as only PPCs, i totally understand. even though one of the above posts is right (about that being the first obvious thing in common) pple should be able to escape the mobile world and see you as a fun loving guy who is addicted to Jessica Alba and rays sister lol, thats why i always like to joke around with you from time to time, from my sister comments...... all the way to D/\SH in a mullet Lmao, i know its hard to escape the noobs but as you said, you are not a CS Rep so dont stress out man, i hope that the site becomes more member dependant instead of staff dependant so that issue can be resolved.

anyway, even though we dont talk much outside the site, i consider you as a friend and you know that you can count on me for anything bro, dont think that any friendship is a one way street homie. i apprieciate you as a person with a huge heart and it sucks that pple use that to their advantage but know that you have a true friend in me buddy

naw that wasnt toward you so dont worry, you have helped me soooo much with all you do and you still come around even with computer problems and that shows me something there. you too are my friend and always will be no matter what....... take it easy pimping and we will tlak for sure.

Take ureself a bit of a holiday man... you sound stressed out. I know I get like that after after pouring your life into your projects. Seriously man how often do I go to my personal website SSR... not to often to be real I got tired of it, but I know its there when I'm ready to go back to it. Just needed a break... we all hit that point. Don't stress to much about it things always have a way of working themselves out man. There are always gonna be people that get on your last nerve, just know there are also people that DO HAVE GREAT RESPECT FOR YOU. I'm proud to say I am one of those people. If there is anything I can do for you hit me up, maybe a sexy graphic or something. :o)

thanks probex and thanks for the texts :> means more than you would know

Yo D/\sh i know i haven't really made any kind of bond with you or anything, but i honostly feel that your loss will be missed entirely to much around here for you to leave.

If it weren't for you i really don't think I would of had the balls to flash my phone or do anything to it. I find myself to be a rare breed of reading before doing things and all of your knowledge of what it is you do astounds me and i really think it would make things here change immensly without your presence.

I couldn't think of what it would have been like without discovering that video on youtube that started out. " What's going on? It's your boy D/\sh from smart phone junkie.com" From there on I was hooked and watched every informational video you had put out.

Don't let shit get you down man!! Keep yah head up pimpin!!

hahaha thanks bro, you know i got you if you ever need anything


now straight up, the site does have a lot of stress but i do love it here dont get me wrong, how couldnt i ? Wckediden turned two years old on the 22nd of feb 09. this is my baby and my love and joy for the past two years. all i said throughout this thread was all true and how i feel. now this has taken me a while to get the balls to say but here we go. on top of me moving back to michigan for my moms i went through my buddy committing suicide just days ago, i was soooo torn up because he was my brother i never had (2 older sisters) i was pretty much attached at the hip with him and loved him to death. after this happened i had no clue what to do or anything. so i resorted to what he did and that was popping lots of vicodin and than chugging some alcohol. i was hospitalized for 18 hours until i got cleared to be released. its just been so hard and i think that ithe only thing that kept me from taking the rest of the bottle of vicodin and drinking the second half of the fifth was you all and my mom and dad. i knew they were be deathly depressed without me being there since i am their little boy. i love you all and cant tell you what it all mean to me..... jsut hard knowing the woman i loved and was engaged too cheated on me 2 years ago and havent had a girl since. this makes it hard since your girl is who you feel comfortable talking to since talking to your boys and breaking down crying like i am now isnt something that you want your boys to see you doing for man reasons...... i just dont know what to do anymore,,,, its tough i dont want to keep going throug hte constant depression that i do go through. it seems like the only time that im hapy is when im on here lately........ i love this place but im soooo confused right now..... i know that there isnt much anyone can say to this post especially but thank you all for the memories and my final decision will be coming soon.

[V I P]

Damn Dash that is some pretty rough stuff. You have to keep your head up buddy and NEVER give up. I've been through some stuff in my life and if you need somebody to talk to I would be more than willing to talk to you....pm me if you would like my #.

[ICEM/\N]

I just read all the posts in this thread and I am deeply saddened with the decision that DASH has come to...I know you have not made anything final yet bro...but I can't see you go bro...the name DASH has become so famous that it is almost synonymous with the word "windows mobile." You are the truth man and just give me the names of those bothering you and I will start giving infractions like cops giving DUI tickets....lol, but seriously br, if you need some time off, I can understand that, but please don't leave man...you were the one who referred me here so long ago if you remember those days...I have grown to really respect you more than anybody I know online and I just would hate for not only myself but to deprive the world of such a irreplaceable person. All the staff is great...especially the owner, wcked....but I agree that everyone one of the members and staff will agree with me when I say that Wckediden without Dash can never be the same no matter how much staff has got ur back bro. Whatever your final decision is bro...I am always here for you and you can always hit me up whenever you need any help and if people bug you for help you got my emails, my youtube channel, and my pm box...just send them my way...and for any staff with questions bro...just give them my number and I will always have ur back! :mecry:

[R.A.M]

What up Dash I hate to see you go I came here because of you and your helpful videos and found your work very helpful I just wanted to say thanks for all the work and yeah I know I have not been on here contributing in sometime but I have all this stuff going on with my new house work coaching my daughters junior basketball team and not to mention another baby girl on the way I hope to have some time soon to help out around here thanks a million Dash

[TaylorSPJ]

hahahaha wcked i loved p-tech and you are the reason im here... i asked you questions and you were blunt and to the point which i loved in an owner and made that my home until we decided to build this puppy up.



naw that wasnt toward you so dont worry, you have helped me soooo much with all you do and you still come around even with computer problems and that shows me something there. you too are my friend and always will be no matter what....... take it easy pimping and we will tlak for sure.



thanks probex and thanks for the texts :> means more than you would know



hahaha thanks bro, you know i got you if you ever need anything


now straight up, the site does have a lot of stress but i do love it here dont get me wrong, how couldnt i ? Wckediden turned two years old on the 22nd of feb 09. this is my baby and my love and joy for the past two years. all i said throughout this thread was all true and how i feel. now this has taken me a while to get the balls to say but here we go. on top of me moving back to michigan for my moms i went through my buddy committing suicide just days ago, i was soooo torn up because he was my brother i never had (2 older sisters) i was pretty much attached at the hip with him and loved him to death. after this happened i had no clue what to do or anything. so i resorted to what he did and that was popping lots of vicodin and than chugging some alcohol. i was hospitalized for 18 hours until i got cleared to be released. its just been so hard and i think that ithe only thing that kept me from taking the rest of the bottle of vicodin and drinking the second half of the fifth was you all and my mom and dad. i knew they were be deathly depressed without me being there since i am their little boy. i love you all and cant tell you what it all mean to me..... jsut hard knowing the woman i loved and was engaged too cheated on me 2 years ago and havent had a girl since. this makes it hard since your girl is who you feel comfortable talking to since talking to your boys and breaking down crying like i am now isnt something that you want your boys to see you doing for man reasons...... i just dont know what to do anymore,,,, its tough i dont want to keep going throug hte constant depression that i do go through. it seems like the only time that im hapy is when im on here lately........ i love this place but im soooo confused right now..... i know that there isnt much anyone can say to this post especially but thank you all for the memories and my final decision will be coming soon.
Wow man that took some balls all right to come out an say that.....I dont even know what to say but keep your head up man....life suxs for the most part but you make it for what it is....life has its ups and down....for me it seems like it has ups downs sideways backwards you name it....but no matter how hard you try it seems like it doesnt get better,,......but it does man, and ill tell you what. not having a girl or bein in a relationship isnt the end man....me and you are the same age and ive been with the same girl almost 5 yrs now......dont get me wrong i love my wife and I love my daughter, but i missed out on alot of fun shit....just bein able to go out and not worry about a thing....part hardy, hangin with the boys for countless hours....it all gets taken away....spread those ****in wings an fly man....just have fun....dont worry about little things anymore....live life man......i know loosing friends can be hard and a best friend even harder. but dont forget you have countles friends here, im only a text/call away....shit im on palringo now man....i made the staff room for a reason....got tired of all the support question when im tryin to chilll......so dont forget man where all here for you ready to so what it takes to get you back on your feet....

[crazaytalent]

Wow... thats wild... I leave for a minute, and the Boy D/\SH thinking about leavin.... thats insane! I mean, I just read through this whole post, and the outpouring of emotions from the reg here on the site is moving, and, there not much to be said after that... but speaking from personal experience man... there will be a huge whole in Wckediden w/o you... you are the heart and backbone of the site... But I feel where you coming from dawg... your more than just that, cuz to say that is like saying your the main supporter (which of coarse you are) of the site and thats it... and thats far from the truth... I know Im the new kid on the block (at least runnin w/ the staff crew)... but in the time Ive been here you've been a teacher and a friend... Since I've been here I felt nothin but open arms from you the staff, and the members (at least the real members here)... youve taught me about ppc's (just a small sampling of it... still so much to learn, and i am) but more than that, we've shared laughs, cracked jokes, and slowly but surely, have been developing bonds (digital or otherwise) in ways that may have been built on common ppc interest, but deepining over time dawg... I gots luv for yahll, and I know you must have it too, or you never would help start this whole movements, and brought the rest of us along w/ you... Its sad when, people manage to suck the Joy of what you lovce, but Im hopin that love is still there, because judging from the outpour from everyone here... there's love goin both ways... and weather you choose to leave or juust fall back, or stay.... Wckediden is your home bro... and as much as Wckediden needs you on that basic ppc knowledge level... many of us would ratherhave you whole and complete... the guy that did it cuz he loved and had a good time with it... I hope you can find it and him again... Dont let MuvafuKKas steal your passion dawg... we all need that... just do what u gotta do for urself, and hopefully if u choose the later from staying and going... you can find a way to keep in touch w/ those that care, and appreciate the cool dude u are, weather that be sneakin on palringo like on superbowl sunday, or just pms, or just hittin the staff forums for a while... every one else here will hold u down for whatever you need dawg... and thats real!

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Damn... that ish was mushy.... see what u got me doin.... sheesh!

[D/\SH]

Wow man that took some balls all right to come out an say that.....I dont even know what to say but keep your head up man....life suxs for the most part but you make it for what it is....life has its ups and down....for me it seems like it has ups downs sideways backwards you name it....but no matter how hard you try it seems like it doesnt get better,,......but it does man, and ill tell you what. not having a girl or bein in a relationship isnt the end man....me and you are the same age and ive been with the same girl almost 5 yrs now......dont get me wrong i love my wife and I love my daughter, but i missed out on alot of fun shit....just bein able to go out and not worry about a thing....part hardy, hangin with the boys for countless hours....it all gets taken away....spread those ****in wings an fly man....just have fun....dont worry about little things anymore....live life man......i know loosing friends can be hard and a best friend even harder. but dont forget you have countles friends here, im only a text/call away....shit im on palringo now man....i made the staff room for a reason....got tired of all the support question when im tryin to chilll......so dont forget man where all here for you ready to so what it takes to get you back on your feet....

thanks and yes it was hard for me to say but i feel it is something i had to say. i never thought i would ever do something like that to myslef and would never imagine doing it again but with all going on that i mentioned in the first post for a while and than my best friend and my mentor killing himself was just too much to handle and i stupidly decided to take the pussy way out..... its something that i have to live with now and after that experience i shouldnt have been living for a guy my size as the doctor said but the stranger than took me to the hospital at the bar got me there before all went too sour. i owe my life to that guy and of course GOD. i wouldnt be here if the big man didnt feel that my work on earth was done. i thiank you all for the comments and i guess i got some thinking to do. i really do appreciate having you all to talk to and finally getting that off my chest. it really was a hard thing for me to do because suicide is no joke and many look down on that..... and with the girl i know it aint the end of the world and at times i love being single and hanging out with the guys without worries but sometimes you just need a girl to be by your side and love you nad care for you when you are down..... i truely do love you guys and have a whole different outlook on life. it may take me a while to get out of the massive depression that i am in righ now and i may not be on much or at all in the near future why i get my life back straight..... i will give you all a final decision as i said on monday and truthfully without you guys im not sure where i would be or who i would be.

Thanks taylor and Wckediden

D/\SH

[TaylorSPJ]

thanks and yes it was hard for me to say but i feel it is something i had to say. i never thought i would ever do something like that to myslef and would never imagine doing it again but with all going on that i mentioned in the first post for a while and than my best friend and my mentor killing himself was just too much to handle and i stupidly decided to take the pussy way out..... its something that i have to live with now and after that experience i shouldnt have been living for a guy my size as the doctor said but the stranger than took me to the hospital at the bar got me there before all went too sour. i owe my life to that guy and of course GOD. i wouldnt be here if the big man didnt feel that my work on earth was done. i thiank you all for the comments and i guess i got some thinking to do. i really do appreciate having you all to talk to and finally getting that off my chest. it really was a hard thing for me to do because suicide is no joke and many look down on that..... and with the girl i know it aint the end of the world and at times i love being single and hanging out with the guys without worries but sometimes you just need a girl to be by your side and love you nad care for you when you are down..... i truely do love you guys and have a whole different outlook on life. it may take me a while to get out of the massive depression that i am in righ now and i may not be on much or at all in the near future why i get my life back straight..... i will give you all a final decision as i said on monday and truthfully without you guys im not sure where i would be or who i would be.

Thanks taylor and Wckediden

D/\SH
Now thats is all said and done......go roll yourself a FAT one.....smoke dat shit all to yourself,......go watch family guy or some ****in funny ass movie...and relax and have a good weekend.....

[D/\SH]

Now thats is all said and done......go roll yourself a FAT one.....smoke dat shit all to yourself,......go watch family guy or some ****in funny ass movie...and relax and have a good weekend.....

hhahahahaah bone dry on my supply and cant find anywhere lately :<

[TaylorSPJ]

hhahahahaah bone dry on my supply and cant find anywhere lately :<
uhhh ohhhh....looks like Taylor is going to have to send you a can of coffee grinds in the next few days....lol

[sinman02]

thanks and yes it was hard for me to say but i feel it is something i had to say. i never thought i would ever do something like that to myslef and would never imagine doing it again but with all going on that i mentioned in the first post for a while and than my best friend and my mentor killing himself was just too much to handle and i stupidly decided to take the pussy way out..... its something that i have to live with now and after that experience i shouldnt have been living for a guy my size as the doctor said but the stranger than took me to the hospital at the bar got me there before all went too sour. i owe my life to that guy and of course GOD. i wouldnt be here if the big man didnt feel that my work on earth was done. i thiank you all for the comments and i guess i got some thinking to do. i really do appreciate having you all to talk to and finally getting that off my chest. it really was a hard thing for me to do because suicide is no joke and many look down on that..... and with the girl i know it aint the end of the world and at times i love being single and hanging out with the guys without worries but sometimes you just need a girl to be by your side and love you nad care for you when you are down..... i truely do love you guys and have a whole different outlook on life. it may take me a while to get out of the massive depression that i am in righ now and i may not be on much or at all in the near future why i get my life back straight..... i will give you all a final decision as i said on monday and truthfully without you guys im not sure where i would be or who i would be.

Thanks taylor and Wckediden

D/\SH


Damn bro... I'm sorry to hear you're going through all that... But take some solace in that all of us go through shit like that at times, especially these days.... It's great that we all have this hobby and passion for cool technology and the empowerment of feeling like somehow we're part of a revolution, but sometimes life kicks you in the nuts and you're left reeling... Just remember that a lot of people feel for you and you will always have friends and family that love you... Sounds like you're doing the right thing and reflecting on what's really important in life. This forum would sure miss you if decide to leave. What you've managed to help build here is no joke...,and I'm sure you could parlay that into bigger and better things. I myself was drawn here by one of your youtube videos, and am personally very grateful for all the help you've provided me and everyone else... Clearly, everyone else here feels the same way... Hang in there man...

[tlpalmer01]

Dam dash, its good you are talking about it, I have been there a 1 1/2 years ago, my dad died suddenly and 3 months later my husband told me he wanted a divorce, my life was turned upside down, hell I even wrote out suicide letters to my friends, but it was my friends that saved me so when friends here tell you to talk to them do it. People do really care about you, I know I do and I have learned alot from you --im still a noob though--but I would rather you take time off for a while and try to get better than not have you here in this world at all. I dont know what I would do without my dash, my husband hasnt even filed for divorce yet but we are seperated still and I got his health insurance but I say good riddence, as to your girlfriend you should say good riddence because there is someone out there who will treat you and love you the way you deserve. Take care of yourself dash......you can pm me if you ever need to talk...i was a cop for 10 years so im a good listener...if you do leave or take time off you could text me so I would know you are ok......................good luck and god bless...

[simplyput3456]

I don't have any words to say Dashy Poo as I can't understand what you're going thru. But I can offer an ear & a big ole hug! Love ya..& I'm here if you need me.

[bill]

do your thing and whatever it is you decide to do do it to the fullest
much respect to you and the staff
and if you go out everyone wants to go out at the top of their game and that my friend is what you would being doing there will be many other things you will prefect so godspeed it was a pleasure to have known you

[angiekay]

I really don't know what to say, Dashy you know you are my one and only on here, and I hope you can consider me a friend, listen...whenever you wanna talk out some shit or whatever, you got the number, call me, I'm here for you anytime, and I can relate to your pain, without going into details, I HAVE BEEN where you are Dash, and I know it sucks sometimes when other ppl try to say "I know how you feel" when you really know that they DO NOT!! I DO know alot of what you are feeling and have been there, and it is a good thing that you are getting it off your chest, it feels like a weight being lifted I'm sure! Dashy, if you do decide to leave Wckediden, I hope that we can still stay in contact somehow, that you can find the time to chat with me sometime (and not about ppc's, LOL), and I know also the feelings of being "alone" without the girl and all, been there also, and yes it is depressing, but there is a girl out there for you, you just have to be patient and you probably aren't going to find her in a bar somewhere hanging out with the boys, lol. A girl would be very lucky to have you, b/c I can see that you have alot to give to a relationship, you are a great person, and I feel honored to have made your acquanitance on here. I gotta go, I swear .......can't type through the tears, sorry but I get kinda emotional sometimes, this is hard for us here who love you and care about you as a person!!!! Talk soon dear!!!!!!!

[Psycho]

Dude, look at this thread, people here love you! how they show it is debatable. Support DASH! Whatever your decision is, we will respect it. Perhaps you could just step down from admin for a while, and let someone else step up for a while, and let the stress calm down a bit. I completely understand how you feel, I can relate it to the fire department. No matter how much I do for them, they always want more. I am just a volunteer, so it doesn't even pay the bills. I have a full time job, and I'm a full time student. I also have a girlfriend that takes up a lot of my time. What I did was have a nice chat with them offering my page and my key back. Its not about bluffing because I was ready to leave (again). Ok, we do need to work on the thank yous, and the installed this program. Good luck on your decision.

[TaylorSPJ]

Dude, look at this thread, people here love you! how they show it is debatable. Support DASH! Whatever your decision is, we will respect it. Perhaps you could just step down from admin for a while, and let someone else step up for a while, and let the stress calm down a bit. I completely understand how you feel, I can relate it to the fire department. No matter how much I do for them, they always want more. I am just a volunteer, so it doesn't even pay the bills. I have a full time job, and I'm a full time student. I also have a girlfriend that takes up a lot of my time. What I did was have a nice chat with them offering my page and my key back. Its not about bluffing because I was ready to leave (again). Ok, we do need to work on the thank yous, and the installed this program. Good luck on your decision.
haha he's not an Admin,. he's co-site owner with wcked.....but im sure he gets your point...

[csmartycssmarty]

i just want to say we love you dash and we should be more appretiative... i myself can think of times when i download and am too self centered to take the extra second to say thanks or to think about all i have learned about phones b/c of you... you are the man and if you leave you will most certainly be missed...i myself am determined to give more respect as everyone should!!!

[hauntedchild]

Wow! Sorry to hear about your friend man. My best friend was shot and killed when we was young so I kinda know what you going through. Hell, I still have panic attacks sometimes. I know we don't know each other but I would listen if you needed it. You will never be able to help others if you don't take care of your self first. True friends will respect and support any decision you make in life. Keep your head up.

[ur_next15]

damn bro, sorry to hear how you feel.. i guess i'd feel the same way if i was you but im sure more than half the population of Wckediden family love you for who you are and not for your knowledge. your knowledge is just a bonus. whatever decision you make man, i hope it's for the better. good luck with your endeavors.

[gbogart100]

Thanks Dash for all the love and support. Your youtube videos helped me choose to buy my Mogul and your support helped me mod it. Take care and know you will be missed.

[1LOMOFO]

bro you know i've been thinkn about this since you started this last night and ya know what, i've gone through a divorve and having my girlfriend killed while i was on the phone with her, and i think you've come a long waise shairing all of your pain and suffering, and you'llbe ok bro in the long run. no matter what your desion, its ok.

[eljabon2001]

Thank You and Good Luck !:connie_mykilroy:

[D/\SH]

uhhh ohhhh....looks like Taylor is going to have to send you a can of coffee grinds in the next few days....lol

hahahahahahahaha i love coffee grinds tht have the prize in the can lmao :> and sorry about the party, i went into the hospital yesterday (stated in staff area until now) and had a lapro appy aka appendix removed..... ill be out mid-day today and gonna have to fight throguh that too :> but hell it can only look up from here :>

Dam dash, its good you are talking about it, I have been there a 1 1/2 years ago, my dad died suddenly and 3 months later my husband told me he wanted a divorce, my life was turned upside down, hell I even wrote out suicide letters to my friends, but it was my friends that saved me so when friends here tell you to talk to them do it. People do really care about you, I know I do and I have learned alot from you --im still a noob though--but I would rather you take time off for a while and try to get better than not have you here in this world at all. I dont know what I would do without my dash, my husband hasnt even filed for divorce yet but we are seperated still and I got his health insurance but I say good riddence, as to your girlfriend you should say good riddence because there is someone out there who will treat you and love you the way you deserve. Take care of yourself dash......you can pm me if you ever need to talk...i was a cop for 10 years so im a good listener...if you do leave or take time off you could text me so I would know you are ok......................good luck and god bless...

thank you for the words they really do mean a lot and its nice to know that im not the only one that goes through troubles like these. you coming out and saying that along side me makes me feel a lot better (not at your expense) im just glad that i have someone that has gone through the same as me for moral support and hopefully i can do the same. if you want to send me a pm i can get you hooked up with my numebr so we can stay in contact and all that jazz :> thanks again for caring

I don't have any words to say Dashy Poo as I can't understand what you're going thru. But I can offer an ear & a big ole hug! Love ya..& I'm here if you need me.

thank you i really need a big hug from my Aunesti :> make me feel much better since im stuck laying in this hospital bed for another 3 hours or so :< damn appendix lmao

I really don't know what to say, Dashy you know you are my one and only on here, and I hope you can consider me a friend, listen...whenever you wanna talk out some shit or whatever, you got the number, call me, I'm here for you anytime, and I can relate to your pain, without going into details, I HAVE BEEN where you are Dash, and I know it sucks sometimes when other ppl try to say "I know how you feel" when you really know that they DO NOT!! I DO know alot of what you are feeling and have been there, and it is a good thing that you are getting it off your chest, it feels like a weight being lifted I'm sure! Dashy, if you do decide to leave Wckediden, I hope that we can still stay in contact somehow, that you can find the time to chat with me sometime (and not about ppc's, LOL), and I know also the feelings of being "alone" without the girl and all, been there also, and yes it is depressing, but there is a girl out there for you, you just have to be patient and you probably aren't going to find her in a bar somewhere hanging out with the boys, lol. A girl would be very lucky to have you, b/c I can see that you have alot to give to a relationship, you are a great person, and I feel honored to have made your acquanitance on here. I gotta go, I swear .......can't type through the tears, sorry but I get kinda emotional sometimes, this is hard for us here who love you and care about you as a person!!!! Talk soon dear!!!!!!!

thanks angie, you got my number and its open to you whenever you need it. im glad i have someone that i can talk to about this because as you know its hard to talk to people that havent gone through the same things because they dont truley understand. thank you ofr being there and i will def have to give you a call or shoot you a text and get too know you even better.

thanks you

bro you know i've been thinkn about this since you started this last night and ya know what, i've gone through a divorve and having my girlfriend killed while i was on the phone with her, and i think you've come a long waise shairing all of your pain and suffering, and you'llbe ok bro in the long run. no matter what your desion, its ok.

im sorry to hear all that you have been through and that has to be hard in a way that i couldnt imagine. thank you for sharing and also caring for me :> really does mean more than anyoen could understand :>

Thanks

and with the above said i have put much thought into my decision and i decided the best thing for me at the time is to stay here at Wckediden where i have all my friends there to help me through these times sicne trust me they have just begun and wont be easy to let go of and forget. i would like to thank all for their comments and care that they have shoown to me during my time of need. Thank you Wckediden and even though i havent met any of you that have replied in this thread in person i consider you all great friends and family. Thank you for opening your hearts and minds to me and keeping me from not only making THE biggest mistake of my life but for also helping me through everything. you mean the world to me and dont know what i would do without you all.

Thanks
D/\SHY-POO

[kaos]

good to see your staying.....thought i would have to fly down there with superman and take out some Wckediden justice on ya...boo yaaa......

[CYBER WEESJE]

YES :yahoo: :yahoo: D/\SH STAYS AT Wckediden GREAT NEWS WHE ARE LIKE FAMILY AT Wckediden THATS TREU BRO GOT MAD RESPECT FOR YOU AND FRIENDSHIP WHE CAN NOT MIS YOU HERE YOU ARE Wckediden GLAD YOU ARE STAYING BRO AN TAKE IT EASY WHIT THE NURSE AT HOSPITAL LOL




GRTZ WEESJE
MODERATOR@Wckediden

[Moebius]

I was hesitant to post in this thread since I'm not a "regular" or that active around here, but figured I'd might as well share a couple thoughts for ya, Dash. I'm sorry to hear the stuff you've been going through, and glad to see you decided to stick around. I can vouch that message boards where you have some close "e-friends" like this can be an invaluable source for coping with stuff life throws at you. Sometimes even easier than up close and personal since the slight anonymity can allow people to be more candid than they might be otherwise. I just lost my sister to still unknown causes (they say it may take 6 months to rule a cause of death) and found myself relying very heavily on some of my friends from a board where I'm a mod.

As for the thankless leaching, bro I gotta tell ya, it's a part of the game. Speaking as an old fogey who used to run a warez BBS back in the hi-tech Commodore 64 days (2400 baud baby), I used to feel exactly the same. I'd have folks tying up my modem for 4 and 5 hours leeching stuff off me without even posting a single message. You just gotta ignore those, no since in letting them get to you. It's just not worth the headache.

[soul032]

Good to see u stayin dash!! u r the reason i signed up on this site and started to customize my mogul. Everthing i've learned has come from this site and/or u. I don't post alot but after reading this i had to. Keep your head up and everything will work out for you!!...

[m260gt]

glad to hear youre staying. you have helped me get started customizing my phone too. it all started with finding one of your videos on youtube, then it took me a year or so to actually get the mogul but once i did this site has helped a bunch! never thought id be customizing a phone. but im glad to hear youre staying.

[Mike20PR]

any true junkie needs rehab to leave this site

glad to her you are staying

[TaylorSPJ]

HAHA i woke up this morning and got on and had 30 new rep comments.....I knew before i looked they were from you......haha excited you decided to keep rolling with us on here.....have a good recovery from surgery......get as much morphon as u can before you leave.....lol

[angiekay]

As with everyone else, GLAD TO HEAR YOU ARE STAYING, that's a good thing to stay and get the support from everyone here, you know we are all here for you through good and bad, you will get through it and we are all here to help whenever and however we can. It is too bad that most of us live so far away from you and can't just meet you somewhere for a drink and a chat when you need it (hate that!!!), but as you said, feel free to shoot me a text or call me anytime when and if you need to talk, I'm all up for it!!! Just take it slow and easy and things will get better, talk soon dear!!!

[D/\SH]

HAHA i woke up this morning and got on and had 30 new rep comments.....I knew before i looked they were from you......haha excited you decided to keep rolling with us on here.....have a good recovery from surgery......get as much morphon as u can before you leave.....lol

hahhaha and how did you know they were from me?


As with everyone else, GLAD TO HEAR YOU ARE STAYING, that's a good thing to stay and get the support from everyone here, you know we are all here for you through good and bad, you will get through it and we are all here to help whenever and however we can. It is too bad that most of us live so far away from you and can't just meet you somewhere for a drink and a chat when you need it (hate that!!!), but as you said, feel free to shoot me a text or call me anytime when and if you need to talk, I'm all up for it!!! Just take it slow and easy and things will get better, talk soon dear!!!

thanks hun and i have to agree with all that you say.... wouldnt it be nice if we all could get together for a beer and a bullshit session at the bar? that would just be great hahahaha (or even someplace for us all to talk and chill for those that dont drink.

[TaylorSPJ]

hahhaha and how did you know they were from me?


haha i just new.....no one goes on a thnking rampage like you do man.....and i went to bed at 2 last night and woke up at 8 and i had 30 reps....i just new it was u.....lol glad to have you back man.

[D/\SH]

haha i just new.....no one goes on a thnking rampage like you do man.....and i went to bed at 2 last night and woke up at 8 and i had 30 reps....i just new it was u.....lol glad to have you back man.

haha yeah i got my lappy back now because of a nurse picking it up at my house for me after she realized i was D/\SH lmao..... she was letting me use hers and gave me the passcode to the hospitals internet so im good as gold :> haha and it makes me feel better than this morphone does that people can be that excited sicne i was only gone for 2 days........

[PROBEX]

thanks and yes it was hard for me to say but i feel it is something i had to say. i never thought i would ever do something like that to myslef and would never imagine doing it again but with all going on that i mentioned in the first post for a while and than my best friend and my mentor killing himself was just too much to handle and i stupidly decided to take the pussy way out..... its something that i have to live with now and after that experience i shouldnt have been living for a guy my size as the doctor said but the stranger than took me to the hospital at the bar got me there before all went too sour. i owe my life to that guy and of course GOD. i wouldnt be here if the big man didnt feel that my work on earth was done. i thiank you all for the comments and i guess i got some thinking to do. i really do appreciate having you all to talk to and finally getting that off my chest. it really was a hard thing for me to do because suicide is no joke and many look down on that..... and with the girl i know it aint the end of the world and at times i love being single and hanging out with the guys without worries but sometimes you just need a girl to be by your side and love you nad care for you when you are down..... i truely do love you guys and have a whole different outlook on life. it may take me a while to get out of the massive depression that i am in righ now and i may not be on much or at all in the near future why i get my life back straight..... i will give you all a final decision as i said on monday and truthfully without you guys im not sure where i would be or who i would be.

Thanks taylor and Wckediden

D/\SH

I know we have talked on and off and I consider you my friend D/\SH but there is deff parts of my life that nobody knows about here on Wckediden or even in my actual life now [as I have moved a few times] 20 years ago I was not the same guy I am now I can tell you that much. My childhood was a mess I was beatn down by my old man regularly growing up and not like a spanking kinda thing like full on beat your @ss kinda thing its pretty much all I can remember about my childhood. I begged to be put into a foster home when I was young but at that time it was different instead they would call my dad and ask him if everything was ok he would tell them I was just a teen with issues and they would send me home. It happened twice like this and I got 2 beatings I thought I would die from... no joke. Finally 2 years after that a few teachers [esp in gym class] started to notice all the bruises and had and contacted social services to remove me from my home I was 13. Let me tell you after being screwed over by SServices the 2 times I begged for help before..I was less then receptive so I ran... I was on the street from when I was 13 till I was 17 I got into so much over those years I can't even begin to tell you it all I was a major bad ass with a huge chip on my shoulders that the world somehow owed me something for f@cking up my life like that. It came to a head in 1997 when I got nailed for a armed robbery. Got sentenced for 2 1/2 years in jail... [honestly I deserved far longer then that as I did many things] its there I went thro what sounds similar to like your going thro now. You have to make the choice on your own if this is were it ends or if your going to make a change in your life that will lead down a different path. I'm not gonna lie and say it was easy [I considered the easy way out] but in my mind that is for the weak... Man the f@ck up and walk tall into your future. I avoided the things that lead to were I was... drugs booze partying crime... my so called friends. Poured myself into work and yes it was not glamorous.. McDonalds for god sake at the start... started working 2 full time jobs as soon as I found another... did that for 5 years. Used my art as a outlet. Made new friends and cleaned up my life. Now 20 some years later I look like I have a story book life, the people in it now would never believe thats the past I came from. I'm not saying I'm normal I still have "daddy" issues about my past and I can be slightly anti social... I did however beat the odds against me, and most people I knew when I was young are blown away that I am alive and not in jail. I lost friends along the way to suicide and... [this is going to sound cold as hell] Instead of felling sorry for them or missing them I'm pissed off that they didn't have the balls to change, if someone around me ever threatned to do that now I would hand them the gun and say have at it, with the disclamer..... just remember when your at the very bottom there is only 2 places to go... Up or out. Up is all good... out is totally unknown... its a easy choice in my mind.... I am always game for all goood. Don't wait for people to do it for you as they won't... even the most heartfelt people are selfish and don't truly care, they are looking out for number 1 and only care enough to make themselves feel better, like they are doing something good. You have to do it for you on your own. Just find the people that dout you in your life and make it your mission to prove them wrong, and before you know it you will. Trust me now is not the time to find a girl anyway in your present state you will attract the "save the world" enabling type that will make it harder for you to get better. Get yourself right, feeling confident about yourself and you will attract the right one. [BTW have you seen my wife :o)]
Good Luck Man I'm hopen you can see yourself clear of this.

PROBEX

[kaos]

I know we have talked on and off and I consider you my friend D/\SH but there is deff parts of my life that nobody knows about here on Wckediden or even in my actual life now [as I have moved a few times] 20 years ago I was not the same guy I am now I can tell you that much. My childhood was a mess I was beatn down by my old man regularly growing up and not like a spanking kinda thing like full on beat your @ss kinda thing its pretty much all I can remember about my childhood. I begged to be put into a foster home when I was young but at that time it was different instead they would call my dad and ask him if everything was ok he would tell them I was just a teen with issues and they would send me home. It happened twice like this and I got 2 beatings I thought I would die from... no joke. Finally 2 years after that a few teachers [esp in gym class] started to notice all the bruises and had and contacted social services to remove me from my home I was 13. Let me tell you after being screwed over by SServices the 2 times I begged for help before..I was less then receptive so I ran... I was on the street from when I was 13 till I was 17 I got into so much over those years I can't even begin to tell you it all I was a major bad ass with a huge chip on my shoulders that the world somehow owed me something for f@cking up my life like that. It came to a head in 1997 when I got nailed for a armed robbery. Got sentenced for 2 1/2 years in jail... [honestly I deserved far longer then that as I did many things] its there I went thro what sounds similar to like your going thro now. You have to make the choice on your own if this is were it ends or if your going to make a change in your life that will lead down a different path. I'm not gonna lie and say it was easy [I considered the easy way out] but in my mind that is for the weak... Man the f@ck up and walk tall into your future. I avoided the things that lead to were I was... drugs booze partying crime... my so called friends. Poured myself into work and yes it was not glamorous.. McDonalds for god sake at the start... started working 2 full time jobs as soon as I found another... did that for 5 years. Used my art as a outlet. Made new friends and cleaned up my life. Now 20 some years later I look like I have a story book life, the people in it now would never believe thats the past I came from. I'm not saying I'm normal I still have "daddy" issues about my past and I can be slightly anti social... I did however beat the odds against me, and most people I knew when I was young are blown away that I am alive and not in jail. I lost friends along the way to suicide and... [this is going to sound cold as hell] Instead of felling sorry for them or missing them I'm pissed off that they didn't have the balls to change, if someone around me ever threatned to do that now I would hand them the gun and say have at it, with the disclamer..... just remember when your at the very bottom there is only 2 places to go... Up or out. Up is all good... out is totally unknown... its a easy choice in my mind.... I am always game for all goood. Don't wait for people to do it for you as they won't... even the most heartfelt people are selfish and don't truly care, they are looking out for number 1 and only care enough to make themselves feel better, like they are doing something good. You have to do it for you on your own. Just find the people that dout you in your life and make it your mission to prove them wrong, and before you know it you will. Trust me now is not the time to find a girl anyway in your present state you will attract the "save the world" enabling type that will make it harder for you to get better. Get yourself right, feeling confident about yourself and you will attract the right one. [BTW have you seen my wife :o)]
Good Luck Man I'm hopen you can see yourself clear of this.

PROBEX

good lord probex...I never would have pictured that from you Halloween costume pictures......

[chauleyb]

yo whats dash just got my laptop back couple days ago and i seen this thread and i was like what the eff man dash cant leave its wouldnt be the same if u left bro but now i here u staying and im glad u r u be posting some great stuff man along with everyone else but to my knowledge u r the most popular and yes credit needs to be givin to whom credit is do and i wanna apologize to u and the staff and the Wckediden world sometimes i forget to hit the thanks at times but i am grateful bro real talk my fone wouldnt look half way kool if it wasnt for u and jew and probex and kaos and super ect......... but imma do better cuz Wckediden is the SHIZNITS!!!!!!!!!! I HOPE WE ALL CAN DO BETTA TOO AND I FEEL U DASH ITS NUTTIN LIKE HAVIN A FRIEND A REAL FRIEND AT THAT...

[D/\SH]

I know we have talked on and off and I consider you my friend D/\SH but there is deff parts of my life that nobody knows about here on Wckediden or even in my actual life now [as I have moved a few times] 20 years ago I was not the same guy I am now I can tell you that much. My childhood was a mess I was beatn down by my old man regularly growing up and not like a spanking kinda thing like full on beat your @ss kinda thing its pretty much all I can remember about my childhood. I begged to be put into a foster home when I was young but at that time it was different instead they would call my dad and ask him if everything was ok he would tell them I was just a teen with issues and they would send me home. It happened twice like this and I got 2 beatings I thought I would die from... no joke. Finally 2 years after that a few teachers [esp in gym class] started to notice all the bruises and had and contacted social services to remove me from my home I was 13. Let me tell you after being screwed over by SServices the 2 times I begged for help before..I was less then receptive so I ran... I was on the street from when I was 13 till I was 17 I got into so much over those years I can't even begin to tell you it all I was a major bad ass with a huge chip on my shoulders that the world somehow owed me something for f@cking up my life like that. It came to a head in 1997 when I got nailed for a armed robbery. Got sentenced for 2 1/2 years in jail... [honestly I deserved far longer then that as I did many things] its there I went thro what sounds similar to like your going thro now. You have to make the choice on your own if this is were it ends or if your going to make a change in your life that will lead down a different path. I'm not gonna lie and say it was easy [I considered the easy way out] but in my mind that is for the weak... Man the f@ck up and walk tall into your future. I avoided the things that lead to were I was... drugs booze partying crime... my so called friends. Poured myself into work and yes it was not glamorous.. McDonalds for god sake at the start... started working 2 full time jobs as soon as I found another... did that for 5 years. Used my art as a outlet. Made new friends and cleaned up my life. Now 20 some years later I look like I have a story book life, the people in it now would never believe thats the past I came from. I'm not saying I'm normal I still have "daddy" issues about my past and I can be slightly anti social... I did however beat the odds against me, and most people I knew when I was young are blown away that I am alive and not in jail. I lost friends along the way to suicide and... [this is going to sound cold as hell] Instead of felling sorry for them or missing them I'm pissed off that they didn't have the balls to change, if someone around me ever threatned to do that now I would hand them the gun and say have at it, with the disclamer..... just remember when your at the very bottom there is only 2 places to go... Up or out. Up is all good... out is totally unknown... its a easy choice in my mind.... I am always game for all goood. Don't wait for people to do it for you as they won't... even the most heartfelt people are selfish and don't truly care, they are looking out for number 1 and only care enough to make themselves feel better, like they are doing something good. You have to do it for you on your own. Just find the people that dout you in your life and make it your mission to prove them wrong, and before you know it you will. Trust me now is not the time to find a girl anyway in your present state you will attract the "save the world" enabling type that will make it harder for you to get better. Get yourself right, feeling confident about yourself and you will attract the right one. [BTW have you seen my wife :o)]
Good Luck Man I'm hopen you can see yourself clear of this.

PROBEX

wow probex, i would have never guessed as you said, and your right like stated earlier in this thread or one in the staff area (cant remember) i know it can only look up. im glad i stopped myself from drinking the other part of the fifth and got help from that pedestrian at the bar which still hasnt came forward so i could thank him. thank you for the support and also sharing your experience with me. im moving forward for the good and still gong to school and have a full time job which i am blessed for having and doing both.... thanks probex and the rest for the pick me ups and sharing your experience with me. gives me a whole different outlook knowing i got friends that have been through similar or the same experiences that i have been through. to me you guys are my heros :>

Thanks
Matt

[D/\SH]

yo whats dash just got my laptop back couple days ago and i seen this thread and i was like what the eff man dash cant leave its wouldnt be the same if u left bro but now i here u staying and im glad u r u be posting some great stuff man along with everyone else but to my knowledge u r the most popular and yes credit needs to be givin to whom credit is do and i wanna apologize to u and the staff and the Wckediden world sometimes i forget to hit the thanks at times but i am grateful bro real talk my fone wouldnt look half way kool if it wasnt for u and jew and probex and kaos and super ect......... but imma do better cuz Wckediden is the SHIZNITS!!!!!!!!!! I HOPE WE ALL CAN DO BETTA TOO AND I FEEL U DASH ITS NUTTIN LIKE HAVIN A FRIEND A REAL FRIEND AT THAT...

i decided to stay and if you want to read through the thread you will find the reasons why and all..... thanks for the words.

[fanaticny]

I knew he was staying, just bc he can't last too long without looking at simplyput3456's avatar, or her default if you will..........lol J/K!!.............nah but I just want to say Dash's work is much appreciated, he makes or gets the cool applications for our phones, and our phones makes us all cool......so Thanks Dash!

[lalomartinez]

DASH!! My nigguh!! You decided to stay, well I must say I'm happy to hear it!!, Well brother, if you're ever feeling down and in need of a hug...Well chu know!!..LoL..;)

[MikeyD]

hahahahahahahaha i love coffee grinds tht have the prize in the can lmao :> and sorry about the party, i went into the hospital yesterday (stated in staff area until now) and had a lapro appy aka appendix removed..... ill be out mid-day today and gonna have to fight throguh that too :> but hell it can only look up from here :>



thank you for the words they really do mean a lot and its nice to know that im not the only one that goes through troubles like these. you coming out and saying that along side me makes me feel a lot better (not at your expense) im just glad that i have someone that has gone through the same as me for moral support and hopefully i can do the same. if you want to send me a pm i can get you hooked up with my numebr so we can stay in contact and all that jazz :> thanks again for caring



thank you i really need a big hug from my Aunesti :> make me feel much better since im stuck laying in this hospital bed for another 3 hours or so :< damn appendix lmao



thanks angie, you got my number and its open to you whenever you need it. im glad i have someone that i can talk to about this because as you know its hard to talk to people that havent gone through the same things because they dont truley understand. thank you ofr being there and i will def have to give you a call or shoot you a text and get too know you even better.

thanks you



im sorry to hear all that you have been through and that has to be hard in a way that i couldnt imagine. thank you for sharing and also caring for me :> really does mean more than anyoen could understand :>

Thanks

and with the above said i have put much thought into my decision and i decided the best thing for me at the time is to stay here at Wckediden where i have all my friends there to help me through these times sicne trust me they have just begun and wont be easy to let go of and forget. i would like to thank all for their comments and care that they have shoown to me during my time of need. Thank you Wckediden and even though i havent met any of you that have replied in this thread in person i consider you all great friends and family. Thank you for opening your hearts and minds to me and keeping me from not only making THE biggest mistake of my life but for also helping me through everything. you mean the world to me and dont know what i would do without you all.

Thanks
D/\SHY-POO

Thank god your staying.....i would have cried and i dont like crying.....take some time when you need it brother and take care

[tlpalmer01]

My Dash, I am so glad you are staying, I hope you feel better from the surgery and I will always be there to listen if you need to talk, take care, luv ya.............

[D/\SH]

I knew he was staying, just bc he can't last too long without looking at simplyput3456's avatar, or her default if you will..........lol J/K!!.............nah but I just want to say Dash's work is much appreciated, he makes or gets the cool applications for our phones, and our phones makes us all cool......so Thanks Dash!

im the Wckediden whore, its not just simply and my teacher fetish (hahahahaha i love teachers) its also tweetybear, little daisy, and on and on lmao

DASH!! My nigguh!! You decided to stay, well I must say I'm happy to hear it!!, Well brother, if you're ever feeling down and in need of a hug...Well chu know!!..LoL..;)

as long as its not a bear hug lmao just messing and thanks brudda

My Dash, I am so glad you are staying, I hope you feel better from the surgery and I will always be there to listen if you need to talk, take care, luv ya.............

thank you and number stored and pm sent with mine :>

[angiekay]

im the Wckediden whore, its not just simply and my teacher fetish (hahahahaha i love teachers) its also tweetybear, little daisy, and on and on lmao



as long as its not a bear hug lmao just messing and thanks brudda



thank you and number stored and pm sent with mine :>

ummm, YEA, hope I'm "included" in that "on and on" statement there Dashy!!!! glad you are feeling a little better, very happy to see your posts and humor again dear!!

[D/\SH]

ummm, YEA, hope I'm "included" in that "on and on" statement there Dashy!!!! glad you are feeling a little better, very happy to see your posts and humor again dear!!

of course you are you are my favorite of them all :> ive always thought you were hot since i saw the picture of you and your daughter on the roof of your house :>

[BiG JeW]

I know we have talked on and off and I consider you my friend D/\SH but there is deff parts of my life that nobody knows about here on Wckediden or even in my actual life now [as I have moved a few times] 20 years ago I was not the same guy I am now I can tell you that much. My childhood was a mess I was beatn down by my old man regularly growing up and not like a spanking kinda thing like full on beat your @ss kinda thing its pretty much all I can remember about my childhood. I begged to be put into a foster home when I was young but at that time it was different instead they would call my dad and ask him if everything was ok he would tell them I was just a teen with issues and they would send me home. It happened twice like this and I got 2 beatings I thought I would die from... no joke. Finally 2 years after that a few teachers [esp in gym class] started to notice all the bruises and had and contacted social services to remove me from my home I was 13. Let me tell you after being screwed over by SServices the 2 times I begged for help before..I was less then receptive so I ran... I was on the street from when I was 13 till I was 17 I got into so much over those years I can't even begin to tell you it all I was a major bad ass with a huge chip on my shoulders that the world somehow owed me something for f@cking up my life like that. It came to a head in 1997 when I got nailed for a armed robbery. Got sentenced for 2 1/2 years in jail... [honestly I deserved far longer then that as I did many things] its there I went thro what sounds similar to like your going thro now. You have to make the choice on your own if this is were it ends or if your going to make a change in your life that will lead down a different path. I'm not gonna lie and say it was easy [I considered the easy way out] but in my mind that is for the weak... Man the f@ck up and walk tall into your future. I avoided the things that lead to were I was... drugs booze partying crime... my so called friends. Poured myself into work and yes it was not glamorous.. McDonalds for god sake at the start... started working 2 full time jobs as soon as I found another... did that for 5 years. Used my art as a outlet. Made new friends and cleaned up my life. Now 20 some years later I look like I have a story book life, the people in it now would never believe thats the past I came from. I'm not saying I'm normal I still have "daddy" issues about my past and I can be slightly anti social... I did however beat the odds against me, and most people I knew when I was young are blown away that I am alive and not in jail. I lost friends along the way to suicide and... [this is going to sound cold as hell] Instead of felling sorry for them or missing them I'm pissed off that they didn't have the balls to change, if someone around me ever threatned to do that now I would hand them the gun and say have at it, with the disclamer..... just remember when your at the very bottom there is only 2 places to go... Up or out. Up is all good... out is totally unknown... its a easy choice in my mind.... I am always game for all goood. Don't wait for people to do it for you as they won't... even the most heartfelt people are selfish and don't truly care, they are looking out for number 1 and only care enough to make themselves feel better, like they are doing something good. You have to do it for you on your own. Just find the people that dout you in your life and make it your mission to prove them wrong, and before you know it you will. Trust me now is not the time to find a girl anyway in your present state you will attract the "save the world" enabling type that will make it harder for you to get better. Get yourself right, feeling confident about yourself and you will attract the right one. [BTW have you seen my wife :o)]
Good Luck Man I'm hopen you can see yourself clear of this.

PROBEX



Probex, that was a very long and moving post. who wouldve thought?? (like you said).... In any case, Im glad I surround myself with good people like Dash, you, Broski, Mike20Pr and other staff. its good to know we have a place where we can relate to others issues. Dash i am glad to hear you are staying, I dont know where Wckediden would be without you. I hope you are feeling better and know that you have people here that really do care. Probex... mad respect homie!

[PROBEX]

Ya I rarley go into any details of my life like that to anyone, but felt that it was warrented in this situation. Sorry it was long... its hard to compress your life into a paragraph. It always helps to hear a success story when your fighting your way back from hard times. One upside of a nasty past is it takes something huge to put me in any type of depression as I can always say.... I've had it worse... and move on from it. Even tho it sucked I would not change anything as it made me the man I am today.

[angiekay]

Ya I rarley go into any details of my life like that to anyone, but felt that it was warrented in this situation. Sorry it was long... its hard to compress your life into a paragraph. It always helps to hear a success story when your fighting your way back from hard times. One upside of a nasty past is it takes something huge to put me in any type of depression as I can always say.... I've had it worse... and move on from it. Even tho it sucked I would not change anything as it made me the man I am today.

AMEN TO THAT PROBBIE!!! I know you are a VERY STRONG PERSON today b/c of all that you had to endure!! they always say "WHAT DOESN'T KILL US WILL MAKE US STRONGER!!!" RIGHT! Thanks for the story and laying it all out there for Dash and all of us, I know that HAS to take some balls to do that, but if you situation even helps ONE person (which I know you could help alot of ppl b/c of what you went through) it was all worth it!!!! I know exactly!!! Dashy could also do the same, I've always wanted and hated that I haven't made the time to voluteer somewhere to talk to teens and try to help ppl who are in the same kinda situation I once was, there's nothing like talking to someone who actually knows how you feel and what you are going through!!!! Sometimes that's what it takes for that person to see the light again, you know?

[wcked]

I DONT CARE WHAT ANYBODY SAY DASHY IS MY ***** IF HE NEEDS LOVE IN I'LL BE THERE !!!!!!


hahahahaha j/k bro see ya progressing as i am myself that little anti social momment did good for me..my little girl is getting better..See what love do for you when your famiy and friends is there for you...


ok enough said..as my favorite soaps....we have one life to live. we can be bold and beautiful..but as the world turn..comes out the beauty and the beast...hahahaha i hope that came out right.

[D/\SH]

I DONT CARE WHAT ANYBODY SAY DASHY IS MY ***** IF HE NEEDS LOVE IN I'LL BE THERE !!!!!!


hahahahaha j/k bro see ya progressing as i am myself that little anti social momment did good for me..my little girl is getting better..See what love do for you when your famiy and friends is there for you...


ok enough said..as my favorite soaps....we have one life to live. we can be bold and beautiful..but as the world turn..comes out the beauty and the beast...hahahaha i hope that came out right.

hahahahaha i love the wcked talks and speeches :> bring a smile to everyones faces, also glaad that your baby girl is doing better, those 2 dasy i took off which i never have done here before was such a help to clear and ease my mind and actually just sit back and think about shit...... Thanks for the threat to ban my ass otherwise i wouldnt have done it hahhahaha

[wcked]

hahahahaha i love the wcked talks and speeches :> bring a smile to everyones faces, also glaad that your baby girl is doing better, those 2 dasy i took off which i never have done here before was such a help to clear and ease my mind and actually just sit back and think about shit...... Thanks for the threat to ban my ass otherwise i wouldnt have done it hahhahaha



lol..thats why i said the "Anti Social Moments" yea we all need a break from time to time.Hey dash how you flash a rom to my nextel 870...hahahahaha :camera:

[D/\SH]

lol..thats why i said the "Anti Social Moments" yea we all need a break from time to time.Hey dash how you flash a rom to my nextel 870...hahahahaha :camera:
hahahhaah the same way i showed you and kaos on how i got windows 7 on my razr.

[sinman02]

Uhh... Can someone here please explain to me how to install a "cab" file??? ....Just kidding... :0)

Glad you're stayin, bro...

[kaos]

hahahhaah the same way i showed you and kaos on how i got windows 7 on my razr.

ummm excuse me im the one with wm7 on my razr........

[D/\SH]

ummm excuse me im the one with wm7 on my razr........
yes you have wm7 i have windows 7 on myine now :> topped you again

[kaos]

yes you have wm7 i have windows 7 on myine now :> topped you again

mattie mattie mattie.....i will let you think so this time....

[BladeDog29]

Hey I haven't been on here for that long but I just wanted to say DASH you a really big part of the team and you really do a lot, you were the first team member that I remembered the first time on here and your work is most memorable, Thank you for the work you do and I hope you decide to stick around ..BladeDog29 Out...

[D/\SH]

Hey I haven't been on here for that long but I just wanted to say DASH you a really big part of the team and you really do a lot, you were the first team member that I remembered the first time on here and your work is most memorable, Thank you for the work you do and I hope you decide to stick around ..BladeDog29 Out...

hahaha you may want to read through the whole thread to fill yourself in on what you missed

[tektoys]

ya know what? it's really interesting the way one builds relationships here and like someone mentioned before the common thread that holds us together being PPCs branches out into something like this. i'm in shock and awe at how tight this community actually is and am totally proud to be a part of it! because of the frequency and volume of posts by many of you, i almost feel like i know many of you even though we've never exchanged a single word in person or text. it's amazing how much you can learn about a person with just a few words and sometimes come to envy some of the relationships some of you guys have, how cool it would be to actually be able to hang out in person with you all. D/\ash, by now it's more than clear and evident you have evryones support, love, friendship and most of all respect, coming into this whole thing at the tail end of it i'm not going to repeat what everyone has said already since they pretty much mirror my sentiments (except for the girls, i luv ya man but not in that way LOL). anyhoo a loss is a loss no matter how you look at it and losing you in one way or another would not be acceptable, DON'T DO THAT SHIT AGAIN!!!

ps
i'm a techie, musician (i play drums, keyboards and guitar) and anime freak if any of these topics is of any interest to you and/or wanna shoot the shit in general i always have a pair of ears/eyes ready for ya!

[boneywhalum]

God No... Don't Leave dude.. NOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!

[Superman369]

God No... Don't Leave dude.. NOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!

Haha, little late homie. He decided to stay already.

[D/\SH]

ya know what? it's really interesting the way one builds relationships here and like someone mentioned before the common thread that holds us together being PPCs branches out into something like this. i'm in shock and awe at how tight this community actually is and am totally proud to be a part of it! because of the frequency and volume of posts by many of you, i almost feel like i know many of you even though we've never exchanged a single word in person or text. it's amazing how much you can learn about a person with just a few words and sometimes come to envy some of the relationships some of you guys have, how cool it would be to actually be able to hang out in person with you all. D/\ash, by now it's more than clear and evident you have evryones support, love, friendship and most of all respect, coming into this whole thing at the tail end of it i'm not going to repeat what everyone has said already since they pretty much mirror my sentiments (except for the girls, i luv ya man but not in that way LOL). anyhoo a loss is a loss no matter how you look at it and losing you in one way or another would not be acceptable, DON'T DO THAT SHIT AGAIN!!!

ps
i'm a techie, musician (i play drums, keyboards and guitar) and anime freak if any of these topics is of any interest to you and/or wanna shoot the shit in general i always have a pair of ears/eyes ready for ya!

damn dude too bad you arent in the grand rapids area since i have always wanted to learn how to play the guitar.... got the drums down from when i played in the band but dont know how to play the guitar..... always wanted to play the bass.

God No... Don't Leave dude.. NOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!

hahaha you may want to read through the whole thread and you will find out some useful information.... or just read the posts by me in this thread.